sadder? weirder?

Dec 26

Dec 25

the gambler

Slow down,
we’ve got time left to be lazy
All the kids have bloomed from babies into flowers in our eyes.
We’ve got 50 good years left to spend out in the garden
I don’t care to beg your pardon,
We should live until we die.

We were barely 18 when we’d crossed collective hearts.
It was cold, but it got warm when you’d barely crossed my eye.
and then you turned, put out your hand,
and you asked me to dance.
I knew nothing of romance, but it was love at second sight.

I swear when I grow up, I won’t just buy you a rose.
I will buy the flower shop, and you will never be lonely.
Even if the sun stops waking up over the fields
I will not leave, I will not leave ‘till it’s our time.
So just take my hand, you know that I will never leave your side.

It was the winter of ‘86, and all the fields had frozen over.
So we moved to Arizona to save our only son
and now he’s turning to a man, although he thinks just like his mother,
he believes we’re all just lovers he sees hope in everyone.

And even though she moved away,
we always get calls from our daughter.
She has eyes just like her father’s
they are blue when skies are grey
And just like him, she never stops,
Never takes the day for granted,
works for everything that’s handed to her,
Never once complains.

You think that I nearly lost you
When the doctors tried to take you away.
But like the night you took my hand beside the fire
30 years ago to this day
You swore you’d be here ‘til we decide that it’s our time
Well it’s not time, you’ve never quit in all your life.
So just take my hand, you know that I’ll never leave your side.
You’re the love of my life, you know that I’ll never leave your side.

You come home from work and you kiss me on the eye
You curse the dogs and say that I should never feed them what is ours
and the kids are coming home
I’ll set the table
You can make the fire.

Dec 24

“Oh, I know, it goes on, it gets old
But for now we’re young, we smell good, we’re alone…” — FUN

how you know youre in a weird, possibly sad mood...

you dont know what songs to listen to

In 2009

vivianelise:

idontevenblog:

sammmmmmmm:

glitter-pills:mynameiscasanova:wewerejustkidsinlove:

Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009


1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.

4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.

15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.

20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone irl you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.

30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.

34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.

38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.

Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009


1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.

4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.

15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone irl you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.

30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.

Dec 22

every time i hear this i think about you

vivianelise:

I better watch my back around you
You’ve got the moves, the shoes, the do-
You’ve got me oh no, no, no
And I want you to know I want to

You’ve got those tired eyes all the time
You’ve got those tired eyes all the time
You’ve got those tired eyes all the time
Yeah, you need someone to bring you to bed

I’m growing legs
I’m the spider, I’m the spider
I’m growing legs
I’m the spider, I’m the spider

I am cold, too cool to call you
Far too stoned to leave my bed
I’ll write this song to win your kiss
But stay asleep instead

question#1: what do u think of the latest record?

Dec 15

Dec 14

settle down

Cause I laid awake in bed, and thought of better times. I never wanna sleep, cause I found apathy and laying down and never waking up.

Dec 12

john mayer- edge of desire

“steady my breathing. silently screaming, i have to have you now”

Dec 10

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